Changes

So Now!
I'm started to take care of myself.
Say No to Fat.
Say No to Pimples.
I'm going to change myself.
From Fat into Slim ... (now just slim down 3kg)
From Lazy becoming Hardworking
From Dumb to clever
From Straight becoming zig-zag/curve
From good become slightly bad
(this meant that,sometimes I'm too good, just like if i can make my hands, sure i will help. No matter how much i pay, i doesn't think of return.)
Now, why I'm still helping my uncle instead, someone offered me with higher pay?
Because of my mum's lovely brother. My uncle ... He encounter the biggest challenge in his life. So what I can do, is to help him. As a right hand or left hand. And now, I feel that, this was becoming PAST TENSE. It was past. But why I'm still helping he? (Family? return? my mum? advantage? money? or what???)
When I started to work for he, I feel that I can learn nothing. After few weeks, I felt it changes my mind. I am not here to learn how to make sales, is learn SOCIAL, that could not be read or get from the book, or electronic view. At here, I faced alot kinds of people, Chinese, Malay, Indian, Bangladesh, Vietnam , Myanmar, Australian and etc etc. Different kinds of people have different way to serve them. What the boss want, is profit. No matter what way you use. My Sales tactic has been improved from one day to another, all my mistake would be change or correct by uncle or auntie, or though my failure.
Besides, the first time, I met my friend in KL, it should be happy, but we having the unforgettable memory. We met a scammer and try to scam us. Me and another friends know that, we are in trouble, but we still cannot how to avoid and escape from it. All the lost I can just thought as "a pay of a lesson", no matter how expansive is it, no pay no gain, but don't always pay. When you pay, you must learned it.
Another cases, the beggars. Should I giving the spare to him ??? Should I ? Why those people want to take advantage of others people kindness ? When someone really need a help, definitely no one will help, unless they like me so stupid go to help. Sometimes, really we don't know either want to help them or not. So should we avoid it? or just take the spare as donation ? or keep on be a fool of the beggars?
When my friends encounter problem, I will clean up my ear, to be a good listener. If I can help, I will help, I will not searching for excuses. I thinking of no return help. That was how good I am. When I was needed help, I felt no one will clean up their ear to be a good listener. A lot of excuses will came out from their mouth. Someone , should be my good listener and I would be one of the listener of it. But now, maybe felt I am too harassment for "it". It never reply or accept my call anymore. Probably not you, "it" will not looking on my blog. And then when they need help, I will help. When I need help, what I get ? Lot of excuses. That is not what i want, I felt that I am a fool for "it".
So is it should I change, just like what my uncle say.
I am too good, sometimes ?
That is why my mum want me to work with my uncle.
Maybe, and i say maybe she want me to learn :
Take up my decision on my mind.
Think more effective and reliability way, than one straight way.
Look wider than felt know everythings under the island.
Be tough, don't slightly drop eye-tears.

A word could be say, what my mum want me to be.
CHANGE !!!

I think she would be happy, if I was changed.