Stupid Life

2 more days to work ...
looking at the clock, the pointer keep moving from second to another second.
the time is moving "SLOW", i feel that i am wasting my time at here.
I want to stop it FOREVER, but I can't.
I don't want to work here alone. Sometimes it makes me feel lonely.
At Work, mostly alone now... when i come, my uncle and aunty will come to the shop rarely... if they come, mostly they will get into the office.
At House, facing them and the wall again... I am so bored with this...
My whole holidays, has been utilise by this.
Keep repeating day and day, and I am not happy with this..
WHO CAN I TELL TO ? WHO ?
the only way, i can stop thinking of this is when i take cigratte.
I know it is bad, but i don't know any better solution.

Hopefully the time move faster...
I want to rest...